It's been a while since I've been active here, years since I've posted anything. So much has changed in that time; I'm not the person I was at eighteen. I'm now twenty five ,have been steadily employed for over 6 1/2 years, have fallen in love, gotten married, and now moving to England(ten days away). Looking back it feels weird not to be that depressed teenager anymore, but sometimes it's hard to remember I ever was that person. Seeing a tiny piece of old me has been part of my closure. While it's not unusual to say goodbye to loved ones, for me it is a unique experience to say goodbye to someone who (at that time) I didn't love. When I reac